The Disciples

“My authenticity will be you yourselves.” – Zsolt Samu

On this page, you can meet some disciples that have been to the Truth by the Inexpressible and have realized God in everything. They reached the ONE Soul, the Absolute, Brahman. The One, Brahman is expressed through the disciples. They started in different backgrounds but each Soul got into the same One. They are committed to the service of the Truth.

Lilla Botlik

Following a spontaneous spiritual experience in 2014, a spiritual path started, though I did not know about it at the time. An invisible but perceivable and irresistibly attractive force was directing me as a child is guided.

From the age of nine, due to the separation from my twin sister, I was suffering from an untreatable syndrome such as a split personality, post-traumatic stress disorder, anxiety and depression. For me, the biggest agony was that I felt, I was separated from myself, therefore, I couldn’t connect to others or to the Universe. Since my childhood, my biggest dream was to get to know the universe, but I admitted that due to the separation, it wasn’t possible and by the time I was in my twenties I resigned to live my life being “deficient”.

I fell more and more in love with this force and intelligence that was pulling and attracting me and I knew that It is the one and only love and to become one with it was my sole desire. A love “relationship” developed that helped to have a view of the wounds caused by trauma and they started to dissolve. I couldn’t really talk about this and wasn’t practising any spiritual trend, however, I leant on this process with childlike trust.

At the beginning of summer 2018, I came across an interview with Zsolt Samu on YouTube, who was completely unknown to me until then. I immediately applied for the summer Soul Freedom (Homeleading) retreat. I didn’t know what was going to happen there, what Homeleading is, I simply wanted to be there! Through the grace of the Inexpressible, I was able to experience the Home, the soul got Home at last! How many years of seeking and self-work are needed for a soul to even get to surrender?
To realise this on one’s own is nearly impossible, or only through years and decades of suffering. This is a unique opportunity for souls that burnt out in the world and recognised that their Home is not in it.

It is an indescribable miracle that through the grace of the Inexpressible and with total surrender, the soul can live its own nature and natural being that is free, limitless, eternal and natural and it can melt into, die into the Truth. In fact, this is just the beginning, the depths will be revealed after this. Committed service, loyalty to the Truth and as the result of the continuous work of the Inexpressible, the soul realises that it is only here in the world for the Truth and that as many souls as possible know and experience it.

Motto: Everything happening through the grace of the Inexpressible here is the Truth. What the big traditions talk about, here, it is realised. This is true healing.


Csaba Glóner

I’m Csaba Glóner.

I have been seeking since my teenage years but I have only known spiritual paths in Christianity and the ones I could read about in literature, novels and philosophy.

I have set everyday goals for myself and spent my days accomplishing them. By the age of 40, I became sceptical of everything. When I got to know The Inexpressible and its Disciples group, the sceptical attitude also appeared regarding the group. Still, the Truth has directed me into this community.

Through the grace of the Inexpressible, I had lived experiences in the sacrament of leadings from 2018 New Years Eve and in March 2019 I became one with the Truth.

Only the service of Truth exists, which has the sole purpose of bringing the Gospel about the Truth to all souls.

Motto: You can also see the Truth. Throw away everything that covers it.


Krisztina Higyed

People say many things at introductions, ” I am this, I am that”, but I could never relate to any of these things. I could have also said the opposite of everything, it would have been true just as much. I could never believe that I have to pick one point of view or quality for myself. I could play the roles but I could not really empathize. I have been seeking since the age of 6, from the moment I realized that I am. At that moment, something was lost, I did not see the objects living any more and happiness was also lost. A life full of burdens, alienation and suffering began. I have awakened from that through the grace of the Inexpressible in April 2018, I have recognized myself, my real nature as the source of everything. In March 2019 I could enter into the Truth and became one with it. The path has ended, there is no seeking any more, everything is here in this moment. There is nothing that would be separate in this existence and this is unlimited tranquillity, joy and happiness independent from everything. I am committed to doing all that I can so that more and more souls hear the good news that they are not limited persons, but the endless, unlimited, not worldly, eternal life. Every sufferer and seeker of the Truth and God has to know about this and as many souls have to experience this as possible. This is the real meaning of life, getting to know what you really are. Real Life starts from here.

Motto: Do not believe it, experience it! You are much more than you would think.


Bernadett Takács

My name is Bernadett Takács. My birth happened in April 2018, before that as a seeker, I searched the hidden dimension behind the concept of enlightenment with the tools available to me. “silence session” I tried also and I notice The appeasement of a sense of discomfort in me propelled me to always seek out new and more knowledge, teachers and trends through which I can find the key opening the padlock of my being. As it turned out, the clue to this was Zsolt Samu that also brought the realisation that there never was either a padlock or a key. I knew that everything I believed in before was given up in me.

When I crossed the border of the conscious and the unconscious, a path unfolded in front of me that made me gradually open up to myself and shed the layers that were never me. The void, the lack of someone and something, yet the totality revealed itself where the nothing and the everything are also just parts of itself. I also give right hemisphere drawing courses currently that offer an opportunity for the participants to experience the balance of both hemispheres through drawing, the true nature of their original being.

Motto: You’ll be the most when nothing is left of you


Balázs Vető

After having been reading a lot of books and listening to videos I found Zsolt Samu in a video on YouTube. At the end of this video there was a so-called “silence session” I tried also and I notice with surprise that it started something in me. When I checked, I saw that it was a video that was uploaded six months before 🙂. This was living proof right away that what is real, is timeless and knows no bounds. When I first met Zsolt in person, it could be seen in his look that the whole world is contained in his eyes.

Now I have absolute certainty that he is the ultimate reality and also its manifestation. My home leading took place on the first day of the retreat in Kőszeg. Zsolt asked if I was willing to let go of the world and choose the truth? I said yes. He said you’d be next then. I became alert at this point and was watching when this moment came. During my home leading it came out that which wanted to do this even when I should have let this go too. Then Zsolt said, OK, do it then. And I tried it with all my might then collapse came. I saw that I never had any power and that everything I believed to be mine I merely got it. I saw that what I believed myself to be is a mere cypher, a nobody… and I died of it there.

Now I have absolute certainty that he is the ultimate reality and also its manifestation. My home leading took place on the first day of the retreat in Kőszeg. Zsolt asked if I was willing to let go of the world and choose the truth? I said yes. He said you’d be next then. I became alert at this point and was watching when this moment came. During my home leading it came out that which wanted to do this even when I should have let this go too. Then Zsolt said, OK, do it then. And I tried it with all my might then collapse came. I saw that I never had any power and that everything I believed to be mine I merely got it. I saw that what I believed myself to be is a mere cypher, a nobody… and I died of it there.

Then my shadow self appeared, the one that was controlling until now and kept me in fear. It was very afraid of Zsolt and I experienced with astonishment that it is also me. I cannot tell you this astonishment. Before I imagined that me, the good one will be watching when this evil one is leaving me 🙂, but it wasn’t quite this way. That was also me. That itself is the person. When it left, I got weak and I realised that something is waking up… Words cannot describe it. Innocence was born. Vibrating liveliness pervaded everything… grace emanated from everything… I felt like a baby that was just born. I was just looking and feeling the emanation of grace from everything… This look has no focus. It just is. A knowledge appeared that I’m for It, the Supreme. This pulled me towards It. I became one with It, the Source. This is when we know that we’ve been always looking for this and we’ve always been this 🙂.

From here on, everything unwrinkles. Words cannot express this. Overwhelming peace and contentment come that finally, you arrived Home. Here you know that only this exists and you’ve always been this. You just believed the thought ‘I’ from which ‘mine’ came and from this, a person developed that was believed to be real. That is vulnerable because it believes that it possesses. And for the one that believes this, fear appears, because what they believe to be his/hers can also lose it 😉.

After this everything changes. You’re not here as someone but you’re here as the soul, as existence. You’re liberated from all burden. Peace and freedom characterize it but these words never describe what it is like. It can only be lived. Anything you’d say about it isn’t true because words cannot describe it. From here on, the greatest joy for you is when another soul returns back to its source. Later on, you’ll feel that ‘(s)he’ is coming to you 🙂. This is an inexpressible joy…

From this point, your “life” takes a new turn because this is the only thing that makes sense in the world. So that “others” can also experience, “who” they really are. What you fear the most (losing your “I”) is where the greatest blessing and freedom will be born from. Then you’ll see what burden you’ve been cherishing until now.

Motto: What you fear most, is where the greatest blessing and freedom will be born from.